Fixed

Have you ever been told you were ruined, you needed fixing and untill this happens your life will be complete?

If anyone has, this is a load of bollocks, trust me. For every worth I have been lucky to inhabit and every success I have attributed to, there is never a total piece of flesh that stays still and concealed with perfection. I will never have that piece of mind that I have been "fixed", "sorted" or "improved" the way people wanted me to be. I will always look for that extra bit of pleasure and sanctuary, and if I did I'd only mix it in to a sponge cake and cook it until it burns to ashes.